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i've come to believe that i will never be able to have a 'best' friend. 

and neither do i believe that friendships are 'forever'.

i celebrate others who have and believe in that. 

good for them, good for you. 

there was only one person who almost made me believe otherwise

almost

and i can never again expect 

and i can never again trust

and i can never again believe

to those of you who have tried. thank you and sorry. 

thank you for seeing something of worth in me

and sorry for my inability to respond fully

maybe someday i will try again.

someday

maybe