wishful thoughts

i wish
that you didn't have to be so defensive. but to hear it out. to listen for just a lil bit more. to see the other side of the coin.

i wish
that you didn't have to had tell. it made a lil muddle. created unecessary misunderstandings. preconceptions that are hard to change. no matter how much explanation.

i wish
that you didn't bother about that second chance. althought you meant well. althought i probably would've done the same. but yet. yet.

i wish
that you could've cared more than just that. isn't this relationship worth the compromise? why fight? what gain is there in the end...

i wish
that things could be easier. if only we could be honest. if only we could honour. there comes a time when the unsaid rule is violated. leaving us caught, in whirlpools of disappointments.

i wish
that it didn't have to become such a big fuss. let it end here. forgive. and forget. as the walls around us grow taller and taller. and the distance between us span further and further.