spells of silence

it's been one of my longest spells of non-blogging yet.. as much as blogging can be addictive; non-blogging can be too.

confession :: it does keep on hovering above my head thou, this abandoned blog of mine.

so i'm back. :)

there's a lot to catch up on. a lot thats happened, a lot that didn't happen, a lot that suddenly happened, and much much more that's about to happen.

here's the bits and pieces.. the odds and ends that i can gather, that i can put to words for now..

life at the mo.
i admit, i've been down with the emo bug for a couple of weeks now. my moods fluctuate so extremely that even i can't predict myself. still trying to place my finger on exactly what going on yet at the every end of the day, i still discover myself stumped.

i'm caught. somewhere in the middle of everything.

between the crossroads of demotivation and determination, the junctions of excitement and complacence, the border lines of "i want in!" and "leave me out!", the corners of faith and doubt.

but i guess life's just being all that it is -- uncertain, full, joyous, spontaneous, packed, fun, emo, comfortable, humbling, rewarding, cruel, harsh, disappointing, exciting, seasoned with hope and always topped off with grace.

life. can be all that you want it to be. today.


birthdays
so many beautiful people celebrated this past few months. blessed birthday to all of you. you'd know who you are. :) thank you all for being a significant part of my life. your footprints mark the sands of my life.


reminisce of a past long gone
spent a quick weekend away from cyber. memories follow me everywhere. a walk to remember. and how well i remember.. sometimes, i wish to just forget.


late nights and early mornings
also the non-existant nights and the not-so-early mornings. oh, i love the cold, night breezes, and the early morning rays that peek through my curtains. to hear the song of the birds breaking the silence of dawn, announcing the arrival of a new day. tis bliss. i assure you. :)


hug deprieved
says it all.


books and books galore
so many to read. so insufficient time. *splashes around in a sea of words, fantasy, ideas, facinations, provocations, tears*


treasures
they come in many forms. in many ways. a simple website stumbled upon that opens horizons, a smile from the heart, a lil hug, a treat to lunch, an invitation to supper, nyonya kuih, philosophy, a good chat, a girlfriend, more girlfriends, mothers, flowers, tatty-teddies, songs, songs, songs, blue skiessss, dancing, photographs, christmas wishes, christmas!, new upgraded shoutbox, phone calls, text messages, being able to blog, bed + pillows + blankie + pink snout, scent of after-rain, clouds, oh my gosh i could go on and on..

treasures gallore. *smilez*


i bid thee farewell for now. the time has arrived for a lie-down.


morning has broken.