me

i'm a bit frustrated with my internet connection. it's weird that it can be so s-l-o-w since there's just two people using it in this house.. what more, it always works up when i'm trying to download assignment related stuff. sigh. download other nonsense all no problem. what lah.

i'm eating. too much. i think i'm gonna get some food phobia soon. feeling fat. fat. fat. ish.

i'm in a lovey dovey kinda mood. looping all those love songs. it's a change from emo songs. try em. :)

i'm misunderstood. still. *shrugs*

i'm demotivated. gosh. it's horrible to be in this state.

i'm loving my new couch. yes. i have a new couch. and. it's fuschia. *bounce*

i'm still pretty much recovering from my one night escapade. it feels like a once-in-a-lifetime-never-again thing. yea right. i'm just so gonna do it again. :p

i'm nervous about this coming saturday. que sara sara. God.. Your will be done.

i'm wondering about whats to come. there seems to be way much more than what meets the eye. than what i'm experiencing right now. it doesn't seem to be enough. i'm halfway between contentment and complacence, ignorance and indifference. it's a bleh place to be. trust me. to be wanting more but not getting it and seeking less but being overwhelmed.

i'm still smiling. still standing. still praising.

i'm still hopeful.

i'm still grateful.

i'm still learning. and pawing my way through this life. much like yourself. there's a lot more to be uncovered. slowly but surely. eventually, we'll get somewhere. and we'll see it all, clearer, through brand new eyes.

i'm thankful. for You. for friends. family. for life. for an overflowing cup. for moments.