cluttered thoughts and swallowed hurts

i fight.

for the words to say.
for the words not to say.
what are deemed 'excuses'?
what are considered 'justifications'?

i dislike.

trying to explain myself
trying to make me understood
as though wanting to shift the blame
as though wanting to be more righteous

i think.

maybe that's why
i cease to blog anymore
maybe that's why
i'm always misunderstood

i know what you're thinking, you're thinking there she goes a-emo-ing again and again. please, stop judging me. please, stop assuming. i am but human. aren't you not?