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2005
a year of tremendous breaking
a year of tremendous Grace
those were the words i wrote as i reflected on the past year. there's just so much more that can not be put into words. all the valleys and mountain tops. all the pits and falls. the dry seasons and the hyped days. the happy moments and the painful times. the silent streaks and those dark, cold nights. the warm hugs, chocolates, ice creams and coke. the smiles, the laughs, the tears and the scars...
as i look back, the accomplishments of the year mount up. i am amazed by the magnitude of what i have done, what i have learnt and what i have received throughout the year. and yet, as the page turns over to a new chapter, i carry with me so much of pain, of confusion, of grief, of disillusions, of sorrow, of hurt..
no, i would not trade this year for anything. regardless how much breaking i went through. regardless how much silence i endured. it will be a year well remembered. a year always close to my heart. a year of life's lessons.
i do not regret decisions and paths i took wrongly, it is all still in His Hands, it will all work out for good in the end.. even though i still do not yet fully understand.. but i do know, that it is by His Grace and His Grace alone that i have made it till now, and i am utterly humbled, by the wonders of His love..
"But i rest assured that 2005 will be awesome. Year of Grace..." - journal entry 20050101
and yes, 2005 was awesome. cruel yet kind. bitter yet sweet. a year of Grace.
Him, my Faithful Grace.
a new year. a new beginning.
2006 will be beautiful.
:)
a year of tremendous breaking
a year of tremendous Grace
those were the words i wrote as i reflected on the past year. there's just so much more that can not be put into words. all the valleys and mountain tops. all the pits and falls. the dry seasons and the hyped days. the happy moments and the painful times. the silent streaks and those dark, cold nights. the warm hugs, chocolates, ice creams and coke. the smiles, the laughs, the tears and the scars...
as i look back, the accomplishments of the year mount up. i am amazed by the magnitude of what i have done, what i have learnt and what i have received throughout the year. and yet, as the page turns over to a new chapter, i carry with me so much of pain, of confusion, of grief, of disillusions, of sorrow, of hurt..
no, i would not trade this year for anything. regardless how much breaking i went through. regardless how much silence i endured. it will be a year well remembered. a year always close to my heart. a year of life's lessons.
i do not regret decisions and paths i took wrongly, it is all still in His Hands, it will all work out for good in the end.. even though i still do not yet fully understand.. but i do know, that it is by His Grace and His Grace alone that i have made it till now, and i am utterly humbled, by the wonders of His love..
"But i rest assured that 2005 will be awesome. Year of Grace..." - journal entry 20050101
and yes, 2005 was awesome. cruel yet kind. bitter yet sweet. a year of Grace.
Him, my Faithful Grace.
a new year. a new beginning.
2006 will be beautiful.
:)
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