canvas

overconfidence
i'm shattered
it didnt help
when you asked
'you didn't expect him to give you a c?'

honestly.
no.

and you knew that.

i spelled 'effort' with the letter 'b'
my mistake.

and the "what if's" come..

what if i'd spent more time on it?
what if i had drawn the white lines thicker?
what if i had used another colour scheme?
what if i had just come up with another design and not the one he had 'approved'?

would it stil have been the same?

and what if..
i hadn't bothered?
if i had gone for all the other classes i skipped to complete the work
if i had studied a lil more for my final papers rather than to add more strokes.

would it still have been the same?

most likely, seeing the rest of those in the same 'category' as me.
least i may have scored better for the other subjects.

to my peepz, no i am not condemning your works. you all deserved the 'As' and the 'A+++'. i am not a good designer or artist. i can not come up with 'B' work in a few days or hours. i spelt it with time.

i am sorry that i couldn't stand around and joke about the 'As' becoming 'Bs' because of the 'A+++'. this makes my 'C' a 'D'. fail.

at least i passed? i'm pessimistic. i almost failed.

let me get through this night.
i'll be better in the morning.
i hope.

p.s. for you, no, i don't think you'll get just 5 marks for all that you've done. really.
p.s.s. it's probably harder for denise and ivy.. who am i compared to you guys...
p.s.s.s. congrats to the rest. :) sim sim. i'm proud of ya. *dush*