sucks

extracts :-

What YOU remind me of:

Audrey-
1. Jesus
2. Pink nike jacket.
3. White Satria + Range Rovers/hyperism

another one :-

dedicated to u.... u are always someone i look up to.. n respected.. cuz of ur strong faith in god.. .. u are always so blessed..so so blessed it just prove to be a strong testimony of god's love for all of us..

...........
a whole lot of crap.
right now, i just feel like a freaking failure.

i have failed as a cg leader
i dont call them up
i dont bother about my members
i dont know what the heck goes on
i have no idea why people dont come sometimes

i have failed as a daughter
i was not there
i am not there
and sometimes
i think i wish i dont have to be there

i have failed as a cf committee
i flushed srm down the drain
i don't make people feel welcome
i think i make them feel unwelcomed

i have failed as a student
hell, i should be doing my assignment
not blogging

i have failed as a Christian
i am a hypocrite too
a pharisee

i have failed as a friend
regardless how hard i try
i cannot open up to people
i cannot trust
and thus
i cannot care as much

i have failed as a sister
i should go hang myself

if only giving up were as easy...
an idiot
a fool
a failure
me