barely

i don't understand
so much that i can't make sense of

i'm being sensitive
i'm being emotional

i miss you so much
as though there're a thousand walls between us now

i'm struggling on too
i'm trying my best too

i do fail
i do fall

people dislike me
but there are those who care

God seems so far
but so so near at the same time

Living real
Being fake

collisions
hurt

the distance can kill
the silence can too

Jesus
God

my girlfriends
myself

i want to run to you
i want to hug you tight

space
time

assignments
exams

people
task

tough times dont last
tough people do

Jesus will still love me
no matter what i do

you dislike me
i'm trying hard to be friends

unfairness is ever present
learn to live with it

so is doubt
but so is love

and love
it covers a multitude of sins

i love
i do