so goes for you

life is a vicious cycle you say
and when everything starts crashing down
you feel like letting go
but all you can do is cling on for dear life

and so i may be assuming
and so it may be nothing at all
and so you may just be a lil tired

yet
we try.

could it be we try too hard?
we tug at invisible strings
trying to stay in control
the puppet against the puppeteer
all that struggle is meaningless

plagued
it comes every once in a while
unstoppable
irreplaceble
how can you run
when your greatest enemy is yourself?

my dear my dear
yes,
i care for you
and yes,
you push me away
it's alright
it's ok
i pushed you away too

the past
is not worth dwelling in
the present
the now
the tick tock
is all that there is to be
i await the future

smile
my friend
smile
it encourages

hope you'll be ok soon