oneofthoseagain

i wanted to write
about things that
i wanted you to know

i wanted to write
about things that
i thought you should know

i wanted to write
about things that
were pressing on my heart

i wanted to write
about things that
are hard to voice out

i wanted to write
about things that
have been left unsaid

i wanted to write
about things that
just disappeared when i tried

i wanted to write
about things that
turned blank the moment i typed

i wanted to write
oh boy
did i want to write
about all those things..
that don't seem to matter anymore

yes.
i wanted to write
about nothing at all