Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Isaiah 54:2

one thing after another. but it's fun. :)

i now love mmu more. Thanks to OC binding camp and orientation week.

i now have at least 60 more friends. good friends. *smilez*

i don't bully freshies. nope. i don't make them sing songs or pole dance or propose to siva. i'm nice.. :))

i am kinda trained to go thru the whole day running on 3 hours or less of sleep and 2 meals less of food.

i realised that there is so much more that i can do to bless the uni. there is so much more in store that i have not seen for the past year that i've been here. i thank God that i still have 3 years. i thank God i stepped out of the bubble.

it dawned upon me that i miss working with my new found friends. i miss hanging out with them. and sometimes, i think they appear to be more real. they do not judge the way we sometimes tend to. they do not pretend the way we sometimes tend to. sometimes, the only thing that holds us together is God..

being an oc is addictive. extremely addictive. and yes, i was 'forced' to practice my rusty bm and mandarin..

i remember in the beginning, i was pricked by the amount of 'cheap humour' going around. in the end, it has helped me learn the art of filtering.. not to the extend of immunity yet. dont think it'll get there.

hostel rooms have this funny smell. makes me feel all nostalgic. i've gotten use to cold showers.

i gave my best. i was constantly reminded.. constantly nudged by the fact that i had said i want to be a servant, not a leader nor a follower, during the interview. everytime a complain or disatisfaction arrose within me, a prayer i had made before would pop up and counter-attack it, leaving me utterly speechless and pouty. :P my dear God is indeed as such.

i guess the teh o ais limau in hassan's isn't that bad after all.

i confirm once again that the God i serve has the greatest sense of humour ever. i bet He's enjoying the show from up there. *hugz*

i learnt more about mmu in 2 weeks than i did in 1 year. ( i think i was asleep or dazed during the briefings i had when i was freshie)

it's not easy to emmcee formal ceremonies. i'm not used to it.

Prof Gauth is sensitive about how people pronouce his name.

and so you have it. as much as i am able to write for now. i'm sleepy. good night