maths

seems like the only subject i blog about a lot is maths huh? gives a false impressions that i have such a passion for this paper. sigh.. come back to reality people. passion alright, i hate maths with a passion.

this is my final sem of maths.. ever. hah. i was so happy when i found out about that~ no more maths! don't have to suffer anymore.. as long as i passed, i can get myself to beta.

i passed during 1st sem. i think that was the first time since centuries i actually studied to pass maths.. previously, if i ever did pass, it was by accident. i normally studied so that i wouldn't get zero.. heh.. yea.. handing up a blank question paper was the norm for me. i used other subjects to balance out, making sure that i passed my average.

alpha gave me a sligh heart attack. failing one subject means retaking the whole year. now, we couldn't have that could we?

but somehow, since the beginning of 3rd sem. i noticed that i studied harder for maths. i think it's cause i was so pissed with my 2nd sem results.. but anyway.. i scored full for 1st quiz.. full for 2nd quiz.. and 14 for 3rd quiz (remember the one i blogged about.. that i screwed up? i actually got 14!! wow~ *out of 20) no idea bout the 4th one.. got 53/70 for mid terms.. and i decided that i wasn't going to get 'c-' again this sem. nopez. i was on my way to getting a 'b' baby~ and maybe.. just maybe.. i had a lil chance at 'a'...

until i took my final paper today. .

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i seriously wanted to cry..

sure. i'd definately pass the subject. but to get a 'c' again..

sigh..

*depressed*