wrong step

this is a bad mistake.
everything feels so wrong..

damn damn damn damn damn

pissed. freaking mad. upset and sad.
left clueless.. knocked senseless.. declared useless..

what did i do..
what have i done..
what can i do..
what should i do..
what not to do..

i want to hate you.. so bad..


but i cant..



i just cant



go ahead.. take advantage of me.. like always.
you win
i surrender
i.... surren..d..e r