silent scream

tears that turn to blood..
piles upon piles of ruins
broken trust.. broken heart..

why?

why was it you?
why when i let you in just a little bit.. now this.
why does it mean such a great deal to me..
why couldn't you just keep things to yourself!

and i can't even tell you how much it hurt me..
and i can't even say how angry i am..
and i can't even express these feelings i feel..

i guess it's good.
just when i thought i could trust you.. just when i thought i could let my guard down..
don't blame me for not being upfront with the truth..