passion

i'm back! yeaps.. back to cyberjaya again. :) stole a quick weekend holiday/trip back home to kk. heh. it was short. left on thursday evening and arrived back sunday afternoon. however.. it was worth every single cent~~

and what brought me home?


a sib skyline yo!.com event. passion. youth rally.

i guess i can say that it's a timely trip back home. although i have planned to go back for this rally even since last year but it couldn't have been a better time. life was just getting to me.

my reasons for going back were initially just for fun. later, it slowly became a sort of run-away trip. i just wanted to get away from here. i needed to find myself. to just go back to where i came from. to where it all started. to go back home.

and i never thought that my returning would serve as an encouragement to the yo!s. all my selfish desires and thoughts just started to fade away.. starting from the point she put down the guitar, ran off the stage and jumped at me~!! little torpedo. *grinz*

yes, i missed everyone too.

and it brings such pride. maybe i didn't say this out loud, or i didn't say it to many of you guys. but man.. i'm so darn proud!! *swell* it's encourages me to move on. to continue to run for Him, regardless what goes wrong, when i look back at you and you and you, i feel that i did something right. that even if my only purpose was for this, it was worth it. because i see it in your eyes, you people will take the city..

thank you for restoring my passion. i lost my focus but i'm finding it back. (sometimes i think, maybe i should have tattooed it on my head. *laughs*) but it is already engraved on my heart. that i am set apart.

oh yea.. did i forget to say that i'm so proud of you guys?!?!?!? *max hugz*

love you all.