death

bleak.
hope's unseen. hide and seek.
i reach out. time and again.
grasp. tugging at You.
You turn Your face.
i fall flat.
my cross to bear.
my load to carry.
i stagger.
the weight seems to increase.
dying. death of a seed.
may it birth forth a multitude.

dance. i will dance.
and You sing to me.
smile.
smile.
a nice big one.
i love You.
and oh. i long.
to be in Your embrace.
to stay in Your embrace.
and oh. how much You long for me to come.

and i'm here.
and
i'm staying.

*hugz*