it's 1 am..

i dont relly update this blog as much.. i guess i dont really know what to say.. and i don really know who reads this anyway.. but it doesn matter. it's just rants most of the time..



some times, i really don like it when people think that they know so much about me when they actually dont at all.. i'm just a sort of person that doesn like to explain myself to others, even when i'm innocent of certain things..



it just bugs me.. kinda.. when i'm questioned about what i do.. or even how i am sometimes. i am aware that people are of good intentions most of the time.. but i just don like it.



it's me.



especially when people read my blog.

especially when people read my yahoo status.

or even when i have shared a bit with them..

it doesn't mean that i've given the authority for you to speak into my life.

it doesn't mean that i have to tell you everything that happens after that.



walls.

i have plenty.

don't make me build more.

i'll suffocate.



still learning to break them down..

but i guess.. people just make me want to put up more..



God, help me.