i cant get you out of my head.
the videos.. they replay..
over and over and over again..
i'm over you.
whats past has past.
its all settled and done..


but why..
when the images come.
they flood so vividly..
they pace within me.
they chant..


time has caused them to fade a little..
to dull a little..
but the haunting will not stop.
it does not go.


redeemed by blood.
so?
so what?
a new hope for life..
so?
so what?
He can forget.
but i cannot.


i wish i could.