silence

alone.



feels like so long since i had the whole condo to myself.. use to have this a lot.. but that seems like such a long time ago dy.. gosh.. time flies..

i'm rather enjoying it.. :P

too bad it's only for one night.. leaving to go home tomorrow.. man.. i kinda wish that i could stay one or two more days.. just to melt in this silence.. think i'm weird? well, thats your problem~!



honestly.. cyber is kinda creepy during the hols.. its all dark.. and quiet.. not that i mind. :D liberated from my childish fears.. thanks be to God!! still wish i had one more day here..



feeling a bit torn.. but in some sense.. kinda numb too.. this somehow happens when i'm about to head back. it's like, i want to go back but i don't want to go back.. kk will always be home. but home also carries a lot of other stuff.. not so pleasent stuff.. issues that i have to face.. what can i say, i have total freedom here in cyber..



oh well.. home will still be home. and cyber...

is almost home..