.wonder.

been some time since i had the chance to update this blog.. oh well..



just wondering how long more can i hold on. without crashing down myself. sometimes, maybe i try to be too strong. i know i'm not macho but i refuse to be weak. especially when most around are stumbing.. i feel the need to be strong..



cant remember the last time i cried.. oh wait.. i think i do.. but that couldn't have been the last time.. it was too long ago.. so long ago.. it was when you left.. and left again..



a valuble advice - laugh as hard as you can and cry as much as you can. it keeps everyone sane.



i wonder.. maybe someday.. yea.. someday