stress..

so much work.. not enough time.. haven't been online as much.. tied down by assignments and other responsibilities.. but yet.. am not quite up to my datelines.. just barely making them.. *whew* a bit freaky ler~~

at a state of confusion now. seems to me i'm standing at the crossroads..
doesn't mean i'm a christian therefore i'm free from life's struggles.. God is fair and just. just thankful for my Source of strength - Christ.

a lot of questions in my head.. a lot of uncertainties in my heart.. just trusting God to lead me and show me the way.. floating? maybe... but in order to float, we let go and relax.. only then can God's current lead..

life comes with ups and downs.. its part and parcel..

God will not shortchange. i believe.