ok?

often when we are asked 'how are you?' . the most common reply would be 'fine' or 'good'.. etc. but truthfully, are we really ok? sometimes, even when we are in a terrible state, we will still reply with 'fine'.. i guess its just something that we are so used to..

personally, i am a person that will say i'm ok even when i'm not.. its not that i want to lie or anything, but the thing is i don't want people to worry.. cause most of the time, the things i face, i need to handle myself.. and yea, sometimes its also because i'm reluctant to share about my problems.. i don think its very 'nice' to say that i'm not ok and then not offer any explaination.. a bit the rude lor.. well.. i think so la..

of course, there are also times when i'm just plain tired and it shows on my face.. :P physically weak mah~~ hehe..

so, forgive me if sometimes i stretch the truth a bit.. a bit only.. :P hopefully people can understand.. and that even when i do admit that i'm not ok openly, don't have to ask.. if i'm willing.. i will tell. selfish? perhaps.. but then, life was never fair anyway..

oh well.. life goes on.. the sun will still shine regardless what happens..