fear..

" i macho, you know.."

somehow.. that line seems to have stuck to me.. ever since ricks told me the story about his 'macho' friend.. now.. i seem to be macho, you know..

am i?

no. of course i'm not. a friend said its all a facade..

i'm a girl. i'm scared of cockroaches too..
i don't like scary shows.. horror flicks.. gory films.. freaky movies..
i scream at bugs too..
i fear rollercoasters..
i need to grab someone when crossing the road..

but..

i'm not afraid of the dark no more..
it's in the silence when i hear Him speak..
i'm not afraid of dying no more..
it's with that when i can see Him smile..
i may be weak but i'm stronger than that..
i'm still a girl..
i'm still a teen.. (sheesh)

"i not so macho, you know.."