without..

i remember that you told me.. "don't keep wondering, or you will start wandering.."

yes, i know. yes, i understand. but i can't help wondering..

wonder how you're doing.. wonder if everything's ok.. wonder if you're well.. i even wonder if you're reading this.. i wonder if you think about me occasionally.. i wonder how it feels like on your side.. i wonder when i will see you again.. i wonder if you'll still give me hugz.. so much.. so so much..

things had to turn out this way..

i want you to know i still care. its no ones fault. i don blame you. nor do i blame anyone else.

life goes on eh? *factual crap*