i dont know..

cf camp is coming soon.. this sunday in fact.. and i'm pretty scared.. i know i have shared this already... but it's still some what a burden.. i really do not know what to expect.. and sometimes.. God likes to joke around..



i don blame Him. its freewill..

man.. why doesn He just eliminate it? :(



i want to yield it all to God.. i don want any of this.. but why.. so hard one..? is it just me being stubborn and childish..?



i dont know..



i really dont know..