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with You i'm washed as white as the snow
and all crimsom stains becomes just a shadow
You know i would be blind without You
so light up my way to find my wat home again
today.. today.. today.. we're going all the way..

i look back on the things that i have done.. images of the past still haunt me sometimes.. i went thru so so much crap.. so much junk.. and i often questioned before.. "why?"

i cannot understand how stupid i was.. how blind i could be.. how naive.. so silly..


maybe it was all meant to be.. maybe it was all pre-planned.. that my failures.. my falls.. my short comings.. my mistakes.. would someday benefit others.. or at the most least, benefit myself.. that i wont repeat n repeat my wrongs..

yet.. yet...

i am accepted as who i am.. as what i was before.. i dont understand it.. its too hard to comprehend.. till words cannot express.. the extend of love so so great.. the abundance of grace so deep.. its amazing...

do you feel it..? do u know what i'm trying to say.....?